Gift Exchange: Memoria in Aeterna by americnxidiot

http://community.livejournal.com/twi_exchange/3833.html
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5278178/1/


Official Description: Bella has just awoken from a coma that leaves her with no memory. Edward is the bitter patient across the hall whose promising future as a pianist is ruined by an irreversible hand injury. What happens when pity and fear collide? What do you do when life as you knew it is over?

Q&A with americnxidiot:

If you got more than one prompt – why did you choose the prompt you did?
I did get more than one prompt. The other two were so far out of my comfort zone as a writer at the time, that it wasn’t even a question. I picked this one almost right away.

Was this prompt out of your comfort zone as a writer? How so?
Hah, well part of me wants to say see my answer above. But in a way, it was. The protagonist for my story was a woman with amnesia, essentially making her a blank slate. It was also my first time writing a big chunk all at once. So yes, I’d say it was out of my comfort zone a little.

What was your favorite passage that you wrote in the fic?
Ah, probably the passage that takes place during Bella’s last night at the hospital. I don’t want to give away what happens, but I wasn’t even going to write it in. Pastiche Pen convinced me to include it, and I’m so glad I did.

Did you know the person you were writing this for prior to receiving the prompt? If you did know them – did their likes and dislikes influence the plot choices you made? How so? If you did not know them did you just write the fic the way you wanted to or did you make any effort to get to know them?
Hehe, yes. I knew I was writing for AG. By the time I’d finally started working on my prompt, I had started to talk to her on g-chat. More than once we had sessions where we’d complain about how crunched for time we were in writing our exchange pieces. In fact in between when it was posted and when it was revealed, I had the pleasure of meeting AG in person at Comic-Con, so that was definitely amusing.

How long did this take to write? Did you write it at the same time as your other fic(s) or did you put them on hold in order to finish this? Has this influenced your other fics at all?
All in all, it took me around two weeks to write my piece. This was more out of necessity than choice, given that I was a major procrastinator. I didn’t mean for it to happen, but I did put my WIP at the time temporarily on hold to finish it. I wouldn’t say it influenced my other fics. Then again my other fic was canon, so that would have been a little strange.

Why did you choose the prompts you gave the author who wrote your fic? Were these ideas you had for yourself or just fics you wanted to see written?
I gave three really random prompts. One was an “outtake” from Twilight that I always loved to read in Midnight Sun type fics. The other two were random all-human ones. Honestly I have no idea how I came up with those. I would recommend using ideas that you wanted to write in a fic, but didn’t use for whatever reason.

Would you do it again?
Probably not because of my restricted time during the school year, but I highly recommend it to anyone.


Kassiah says: I love everything that americnxidiot writes, so it was a no brainer for me to check out this little fic. Even before the Big Reveal, I felt like I knew that she was the author. It is beautifully written, with the developed characters and amazing dialogue that we have come to expect from her.

Memoria in Aeterna begins by taking us through the journey of someone with amnesia, waking up and describing what she knows: she’s wearing socks, she can describe her doctors and favorite nurse, she’s cognizant of the sounds around her. But she doesn’t know important stuff: her parents, herself, why she was there. The build-up of her thoughts and feelings is mysterious and full of suspense. When I read “You have a visitor” at the end of Part VI, I seriously wanted to scream. and throw my computer. That’s all I am giving away. *giggle*

This “novella” is just amazing. It is the perfect balance of angst and sweetness. You definitely will be missing out if you don’t read this :)

mozzer0906 says: This was one of two fics I read prior to the reveal and I felt very strongly that americnxidiot was the author simply because of how quickly I was drawn into the story and how impressed I was with the writing quality. One thing I have learned from reading all of her fics is that this woman can write anything and write it well – Memoria in Aeterna being no exception. She has a true gift for words and if you have not read anything by her I’m telling you, RIGHT NOW, to make sure you do. Doesn’t matter which fic you read, they are each unique and all are amazing, I truly believe that one day we will see great things from this young writer beyond the world of fanfiction.

Now, getting back to Memoria in Aeterna, I think americnxidiot really nailed the monotony that is being in a hospital so very well. The irritation of being woken at all hours, the boredom of listening to the machines hum in the background and the repetitive routine going around you that provides very little comfort and quite a bit of anxiety. Edward has had his future stolen from him and is angry, but Bella comes into his life and provides a glimmer of what a new future could be. Weaved into this beautiful fic is delicious heartfail and angst (this was written for AngstGoddess003, so of course this is in the fic) and wonderful banter and imagery. I can’t even put into words how much I enjoyed reading this and recommend it to everyone and anyone.

Beautiful Beat by americnxidiot

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5048557/1/Beautiful_Beat

Official Summary: Bella always knew that she would have to sacrifice to be with Edward. She just didn’t know how much.

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Mozzer0906 says: This BD-AU offers up so much of the struggle I expected to find as soon as I read the words “I’m pregnant” in the book. It oscillates between the worries of pregnant, human Bella and the struggles of newborn, vampire Bella. The way americnxidiot deals with all of the issues surrounding both time periods is executed flawlessly. So much of this is how I imagined BD should have dealt with this subject, but never did. One of the trademarks I have come to see in americnxidiot’s work is the marvelous way she portrays emotion in her characters. This story is no exception.

MF’er says: There really was no question in my mind about reading this one. I’m such a huge fan of Rachel’s work with C&C and You Get Me Closer To God that I knew how great it would be to read. We’re still getting started and, wow… she’s spun BD to a more realistic expectation than what we actually got from the book. As with all of her work the writing is beautiful and really, can you ever not love her Bella/Edward’s?

You Get Me Closer To God by americnxidiot

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4693022/1/You_Get_Me_Closer_To_God

Official Description: They meet for one reason, and one reason alone. Everybody’s happy. Nobody gets hurt. Right? “I wanna feel you from the inside.”


MF’er says:
Ah, Eddie and Jellybean, two of my favorite characters. She thinks they have the perfect situation as “fuckbuddies” until emotions get involved after an afternoon spent getting to know each other… She starts realize there just might me more to the situation than she originally imagined and the angst begins. The result of everything is sweet, and romantic and definitely something you don’t want to miss out on!

Kassiah says: What started out as a friends with benefits situation evolves into so much more. This story is hot. and angsty. and just awesome. The dialogue is just great and the story is so emotional…and did I mention hot? The author has also provided us with some fab one shots, My Whole Existence is Flawed. Definitely check this out.

Cascade and Cyanide by americnxidiot

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4751299/1/Cascade_and_Cyanide

Official Description: But something was horribly wrong with Edward Masen. Something that had nothing to do with the drugs or the gossip or his family. And I had no idea what to do.”


MF’er says:
Rachel did such a fantastic job with this and I was truly sad to see it end. It was one of the first fic’s I got hooked on and I read through everything posted in one day because I just couldn’t stop. The mystery of Edward and Bella’s persistence in finding it out and growing close to him is just amazing. The development of their relationship and discovering his secrets kept me on the edge of my seat while reading this and I highly recommend it.

Kassiah says: yeah, what MF’er said. I just want to add that the first story I read from her is the wonderful You Get Me Closer to God, which if you haven’t read it, please do so right now.

mozzer0906 says: What I loved most about this story was the way that Bella was portrayed – she was the girl we all wanted to be in high school, strong and yet compassionate. Bella sees the best in the troubled Edward Cullen, she understands that he is someone who needs to be loved and cherished, despite the warnings from everyone she loves telling her to stay away. C&C takes on a difficult topic and delivers a beautiful and heartwarming tale which will forever stay in your heart. The epilogue is one of the most beautifully written chapters I have ever read and not just in fanfiction.